Monday, December 11, 2017

We are a industry disrupter and can I at least get an honest answer?

I'm going to start on this rant with the second topic, Can I at least get an honest answer.
I have read on various fb posts from three women of whom I have at least by fb meeting methods that are all claiming that what they want is a honest, always loving, tender hearted man in their lives. I have a response, why not be honest yourself back. If a guy hints that he is interested in you and you accept his invite, if your not really ready to get involved or find your really not interested in him, at least say so. Sure, he'll most likely be a bit hurt maybe disappointed but he'll get over it. A little hurt now, is better than a strung out thing, that never bares fruit. Most women forget , men have feelings too. Sure most of us male corpuscles hide it really good, but at night alone, men do cry, men do feel heartache and pain, and that can lead into over drinking and even more. The interest can be of a personal nature as in Tracy, or a professional realm such as Adrian, in either case, no call, no return post, all too many one way messages, makes guys to where we don't trust women any more. No not going queer, but over the last two and near 3 years, Shelly, has outside of twice which wasn't her fault, proved her loyalty to me by sacrificing $600.00 every month in contribution to the WolfPack. Calling me at least 3 times a day, and while that situation has been put on hold, for a number of reasons, but even if I go with another Shelly will remain my dearest lady friend, because I trust her and she has not ignored me.
To the women I spoke of, if you want total commitment from a guy filled with passion, dedication and honesty, its very simple, do the same for and to him, don't play games with him just because you can.
Okay then;
The new buzz word for a company or firm that kicks butt in a industry, is called now a disrupter. In essence setting a extreme example of precision and excellence. Or being an innovator .  With nearly 28 plus million listeners every night domestically and world wide, winners of all too many awards and a no nonesense approach to online radio HazzardAyre Radio set a standard many try to duplicate, but there is no duplication, since we are independent and not subject to stock holders. Even in the old years prior to all things Hazzard Long Haul and eventually Maximum Overdrive Trucker Radio, has led by an example few can match. Created in a small office at a insurance company in Buhl Idaho in 1997 Maximum Overdrive has been and continues to be the voice of Americas Owner/Operator Independent Truckers and the radio, and written voice and read of the Iron Knytes Association. We set the foundation of domestic ,military aviation enthusiasts radio. At least 10 years prior to Warbird Radio. Why ? Because our people are not just people behind a mic, our people on air and in studio, are truckers, towing professionals, bikers and yes military aviators, surrounded by the circle of trust called the Modern Confederacy. Nobody can match us, for both quality, and effort. 
HazzardAyre Radio is: A Disrupter.
TTYLY







Saturday, December 9, 2017

Doing the right things for the right reason, but in the wrong place?

Before I get into my main rant here and I'll dive into politics on our main site(www.knytewolfradio.wordpress.com) its not just men who get hurt and raped, at least emotionally. Say what you will of the Harvey Weinstein's and such, but when you reach out to just shake hands, and she pulls you in for a hug with a back pack on that requires you to put your left hand in the small of her back, then she shifts you in such a way that your hand slips and you do a bit of grab ass, then who is to blame? Especially when she does not say , "no" or pull your hand away? 
This last week has been a real killer for the WolfPack, and there is even more examination on the idea, of let's just say we gave it our all and get back into an environment where progress or at least what we need to advance to the next level is available. 
Many ask , with all the stumbles in raising a full on over the road long haul truckers radio station or family of stations, as well as a web based as well as satellite radio network, why do we remain in go nowhere, Idaho, Utah and Wyoming. Like it was said in a mid 60's sitcom, The real place you need to be so load up the truck and move to Beverly. Granted Venture capital resources, investors, on air as well as on screen, talent is there, and many who have never ever are stifled by religious, LDS or otherwise restrictions. San Fran, California, Los Angeles California, and so on. Are there, but with a scrape the bottom of the can for the last bean, budget, California is a bit restrictive. Trumps new tax initiative isn't helping either. The new ELD laws and so on, is just why Maximum Overdrive Trucker Radio, along with sister op HazzardAyre/AyreWolfFM needs to be out there. 
So you settle, but I can also remember when we were in the same spot, in 2013 at about the same time of year. From 2006 to 2013 I had along with the Knytes/WolfPack had been busting our ass trying to launch a web gig as well as an ota radio operation. Knowing on air talent would get us so far needed tech help. Put a thing on CraigsList, stumpled on a TV engineer that rode two wheels, he steered me to Livestream.com and off we went. Was there until mid 2016, when by accident stumbled on spreaker.com for half the money of Livestream, and a platform that didn't use up processor space as bad I joined Spreaker, and all of what we do has been there ever since. With that said and with the FCC restructuring the resident license requirement, an Over the air broadcast radio station can be like a web based streaming station in that you don't need to base your operation as far as studio, in tiny remote head up the ass towns, or towns that have no or very little on air or visual talent resources either by agency or human. 
So back in December 2013, in the cold weather we pulled up the tie downs and moved to Ogden and eventually to that fancy studio in Woods Cross Utah. Where I got babied and spoiled. Here was web resources so deep and good that I could not believe it. 80mbps up 150 down, and nearing fiber optic to full gig horsepower. Now then there are people who will say that we folded there due to lack of funds, no we folded there because of a monkey faced bean counter that was in charge of renting us the office space never told us where our damn snail mail box was outside. As such we never knew how much we owed or to who each month, then there was the demand that I couldn't live no more in the office, had a place spotted then in Tooele, Utah. Could have moved there but was having issues with my mini truck so could put it together and run the station. 
I will say though I got to meet and work with some great people there, we were knocking down $10k easy a month and were on the edge of $200k a month. But saw a thing of a just went dark station in Evanston Wyoming . This peaked my interest, so went up. God must have meant for me to stay put, there, since he created a constant and steady snow storm. So I caved and moved there. Found a screwed up trailer out in the middle of no where, got some food help from some dork named Roger, which is how I met Rick, and the only good thing there? Meeting Rick and reconnecting with Nate. Then came news of another Rick I know who at the time was the Prezz of the Knytes, had just suffered a series of cardiac moments, so to be near him and for the sake of my Shelly I moved here to gonowhere do nothing western Idaho.
What makes me the maddest however is not that many never come back for an in studio thing, its the fact that they call, say they will be here, have me waiting and dangling on the line, but then no show. Not thinking that I might have other things to do, or to be out working my own company. No, they think its just funny. 
So to leave you with this thought since I need to feed, this darn near Miss Maxi Overdrive, couldn't afford gas both Wednesday and Thursday, to drift over here to do a second meet and greet. Friday(yesterday) she did show thought it was off to the races. Sends a PM on fb, saying she and her guy pal are moving to OKC, which is cool, except if they couldn't find, gas money to even go from Twin Falls here to Wendell and barely yesterday night, plus getting popped for no insurance on the way home, how the hell would she and him move cross country to OKC? The real deal, two guy pals one she's living with, the other not so much, and all got together and all thought Maximum Overdrive was a bit too much high octane, for her.
Come March , hello Utah, good buy Idaho.
TTYLY

Wednesday, December 6, 2017

Both versions of biblical scriptures are to me, a bit stressing on mostly things dealing with carnal sin

In reading and contemplating scripture here, and doing much more of that, lately (maybe that's why God turned of my TV) but I'm finding that reading the Book Of Mormon much more interesting. Thing is there are lots of parts especially in Alma, of military battles. And very grusome ones, words like smiting and arms being cut off, you read (if you really read the book) you find slayings and serious missions of death. However there is the part where one of Alma's kin was romancing a harlot and caused tremendous contention among several clans. Lamanites, Nephites and more. Just because he wanted some serious intimate relations.
But you find much more of that in the Bible itself. The top of the list of the Ten Commandments, deal with human sexuality. Thou shalt not commit adultry, seconded by, Thou Shalt not Covet anothers property(in essence don't get a stiffy over a neighbors wife) Thou Shalt not commit fornication. Much of scripture has to deal with keeping your breeding needs under control. If you look at pictures of the garden, of when God asked how do you know you are naked? You see Adam standing there with an erection. Seems that from the time Eve fell into temptation and bit the fruit, if in fact it was fruit, (how do you grow apples in a desert? ) Or was it a fig? This has never been defined. But once the tree of knowledge had been invaded, boom, it became needed that all would be in deep manure. Which was what God wanted. My question there is, if it was God's plan that we as a species, screwed the pooch(military term of pilots who miss the catch wire on a aircraft carrier) then why was it a sin to discover the truth of the tree of knowledge? The two concepts seem to contrdict each other. Seems that improper sexual experiences are or is the main theme through out both the old testament as well as the new testament. God just kept telling most males to keep it in your pants. 
So with this theory, are we to just have boring , get on, stick it in , pull it out and roll off and go to sleep? Or is it sinning if we seriously enjoy a good time in bed with mucho foreplay and pleasing your lady , especially if its your wife or mate? Scripture is not too clear on that. 
Now that we have that ejaculated lets move on here.
Every day at least I do, get ridiculed about the admirations I have of very beautiful women. Especially my Shelly. To outsiders or superficially she may be as fugly as a wooden fence, but to me she is outstandingly beautiful. Because her beauty is not just on the surface but extends to her spirit. Which really belongs to God in the first place. Then there is the superficial. I really like the women in short skirts, daring women who will show what she has, but doing it tastefully. The ones who don't take time to be hot but controlled are just sluts. But even God and Jesus loved prostitutes. Jesus pardoned the sins of one that had been caught and convicted of prostitution. People were stoning her to Death, Jesus stopped them and said, " Let the first one of you who has not ever sinned cast the next stone" The list goes on, but the main thing God commanded, was Do unto others as you would have them do to you. If your desire is to be kind and considerate to others you will get that in return. If not from someone else, God will judge that person at the last day. Don't condemn someone for the same thing you did as well. If so you should repent. 
My Shelly doesn't read scripture of either book very much, but I'm trying to get her to do more of it. In fact that is the main thing she needs to do, to be married to me. She needs to have the lessons taught to her by Missionaries,(Still trying to find ones who live near us here in Wendell Idaho) Then she needs to be baptized and become a member of the Church of God here(the first name of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints) this way we can be married in the Idaho Falls LDS Temple. The reason I chose that one is, the extreme beauty of the LDS Idaho Falls Idaho Temple against a sunset, with the falls in front, takes your breath away. 
Any way study , it may surprise you what you discover in scripture. 
TTYLY
   

Tuesday, December 5, 2017

Your cursed if you do and called lazy if you don't. And what is it with all the kiddie porn on Facebook?

Okay I admit, I live from month to month on a medium military pension and SSI , together I'm lucky if I get over $3k a month, and even that is spread pretty thin much of the time, but it don't stop me from attempting to climb the ladder to get me off at least the SSI, since I'd rather work than be on that. 
If you look at all the hoopla on the news and commerce sites both in and around Idaho, you'd think that the city of Twin Falls and immediate area is really in a boom era. The reality? Rent has gone way up, but wages and jobs haven't really increased. Oh sure Jayco Trailers is hiring , but what about jobs that involve creativity, intelligence, and some IT tech brain power? Sorry those jobs are not here, or are they? More on that in a few centons here.
No matter how hard, and how many hours I put in, seems I hit a dead end. Ain't just here neither. I had some of the same, although not as bad, but the same reluctance in hiring on air and photo talent in Etown Wyoming and Ogden Utah as I have here. The difference? Salt Lake City and metro areas were only an hour or a hour and a half away. There are agencies that you can hire from, no having to wait hours even days and even weeks for a prospective talent or applicant to show up and even if they do show up don't return. But I'm getting off track. 
I have heard from neighbors, my Bishop and others just get it done, grow your business. Problem is as hard as I work, still can't get any traction in the action. 
People have barked at President Trump, about the budget, helping big business and all, I say; unless your really in a world of illness, get off your ass and go to work. Or instead of dropping millions of dollars each month and taking this nation into debt, why not do as I have said years ago, take every person that wants to go into business to carve out their own living and get off of SSI, a half a million bucks, and say here's grant money git-r-done, and oh btw don't contact us at SSI until your 90. Or tell these unwedded women with children's, no more SSI, go find a qualifying job, like working for Maximum OverDrive Radio. Learn a skill or two that is marketable. See you in 20 years. 
No matter how much and how hard you work at it, climbing the stairway of success is a mighty long set of stairs.
Each day I watch such shows as Business Rockstars, with all these successful start ups. Many I wouldn't do, but somehow they all find VC, or Venture Capital, to do a start up, where are the VC's ? What I glean is 80% of them or better are in or near San Fran California or Los Angeles, they dang well are not or extremely hidden in Idaho, Utah or Wyoming. I'll take $700k there Alex.
Which brings me to the earlier thing. And it relates to the second topic here. 
I have to date spent oh can't say how much but near $2k with Facebook recruiting hot looking talent for both on air, as well as to be on our website, and in our Klassic Truck Calendar/Video. I kinda understand the not doing the in studio, on air thing, since it is in a house. Only because three assholes, one in Gooding, Strickland, the other in Twin Falls, Mark Jones, and one other that I wont say, said since they were ignorant about internet radio they felt they could not rent to a military aviation/ truckers group. Okay fine. But poster girls? They all say hey I'm interested, I'll be over, then when pushed they either back out, or even if they are interested their guy pal says DON'T DO IT!!
To be fair, I guess having your lady walk into a MC's road house, for a job of any kind might not be like sending her over to McDonalds for a opening, but hey we pay a damn well better than McDonalds. 
So since nobody is available or will undertake the task of being on camera with hot trucks and tow trucks, etc, I went to finding pics on FB that I could photoshop and place with a trick truck or two, to get at least the Website, and go from there. So I stumbled on a site dealing with Spandex and Lycra, okay. So I scrolled down the pics and counted at least 12 or better of Asian women, and many not even women , more like teen , tween and pre-teen Asian girls. And this is allowed on FB, but if I (maybe its because I'm a guy) put up a pic of one of our guys posing with, or a very leggy pic of a gal with a bike, truck, etc, I'm sent a notice from FB saying your post or your photo does not meet our community standards. But hey some gals doing a closed page with kiddie porn is okay, and even women older some of those pics are really racy and they do those pics for free. Hmmm , double standard and decrimination don't ya'll think.
Took the day off, caught sleep, got to get up early, since its time to do some intel gathering on new HQ in Eastern Idaho Thursday.

TTYLY

Monday, December 4, 2017

Delays,delays, nothing but delays and frustrations. CenturyLink has 14 days to hook us up. And can I have a few hours with God?

It certainly was a Sunday, slept most of it since couldn't do my radio gig since grand and old and I mean old CenturyLink has yet to get the rest of the puzzle of the system needed here to render enough online Internet horsepower to putting HazzardAyre Radio and the rest of our offerings on online radio. 
It has became such that I am in personal contact with Raphael several times a week, and yet the entire project is waiting on a piece of fireproof plywood to mount some gizmo that is needed to make the connection possible. You'd think for the $500.00 or so a month for the next at minimum 10 years, would get CenturyLink to just buy the blooming Plywood, set up the system so I can begin to at least generating some money. Like I said before, and I'll say it again, for a company based on communications, they don't communicate well. I guess that CenturyLink isn't considering the fact that once my system boosting mbps bandwidth speed to a symetrical 20/20 , once up and humming, other smb's here will want to have the same thing. That simple logic means Raphael, and CenturyLink, gets new customers or even older ones willing to upgrade, and thus more money that CenturyLink makes. Hell we'll even put up a banner on our site saying something like ," This website made possible by CenturyLink. " Nope it keeps dragging on. Really thinking now it'd been better to have just paid Cable-One's bill then kicked that back in gear. If CenturyLink don't hurry up here, that's just what I'll have to do. 
I wonder has anyone else gone through this with CenturyLink for business? 
Okay then deadline is the 15th of the month here. If it ain't up and going by then, I most likely will not be on the cyber radio until March maybe May. Since it'll take that long to pay off the ridiculous $2,000.00 for Cable-One. 
Now with that said; was chatting with current President of the IKA, earlier, he said if he were setting operations up for both going towing and radio, he'd put it in, in or near Malad Idaho. Reasons, are that Malad while having a tow truck there really doesn't since what's there can't recover anything. As such on the Idaho side of the border, its a hour or better for a rig to be called out of Pocatello, or one from neighboring town of Tremonton Utah. As far as local radio there, since the station in Tremonton Utah went silent and dark almost 15 years ago, there is no radio locally in either town. Cyber or over the air. Guess where I'm going to be sniffing around for an HQ? 
Plus when Rick retires the Presidency of the Knytes next month, Jonny becomes President and he's in Layton Utah. Now Malad is only a 2 at the worst drive to Layton Utah. 
Was pretty windy here over night. No outtages here as far as electricity. CenturyLink was out for a few hours, but is now up and going albeit at a snails speed. Which is why I do much of anything online overnight. Since what bandwidth, and such I get from CenturyLink, is faster overnight since fewer people are tapped into the pipeline overnight. 
Didn't go to Church for very long today, since a few there gave me the stink eye, plus the reluctance to take on a pro radio guy to work their console, so I ditched Church at about 12:30 hours, and trucked myself over to Terri's house, since she has just lost and the rest of the WolfPack did too, one of our members to the same stuff I have, type2 Diabetes. Our member Bart was a LT. Colonel with over 2 million flying hours, 8 tours in the air, with the UCSMC, before us was part of the RCAF , Bart will be missed. So most of the day in between my domestic battles with Shelly, been doing some serious intimate counseling, Terri is really hurting. So then;
Came home, tried to swallow some microwave soup, while fighting with Shelly. I gave Shelly the lowdown though. It's either quit barking about me bedding all these so called honeys she thinks I am, which I ain't. Heck since my experience with Wings-of-Dove, in 2002 the only get down root around get at it mating I've done is maybe 3 trips to Miss Donna's Ranch in Wells Nevada, and that was long before I even knew Shelly.
Sure I work with countless women on a daily basis. Some I meet on the phone, or at vendors websites, like one from CenturyLink named Danielle. She's out of the Las Vegas office. The rest of my daily dealings with anything female, is either at the Depot Grill, getting something to eat, and chatting with staff there, like Sarah, or McKensi or Brandy, but I eat, pay the bill and leave. Although Sarah has a voice that if coached and all could be great on air. When it comes to others I know, like over at Anchors, they tease and flirt to get tips, I tease and flirt back, but to date never have even thought of taking one of them home. It don't matter what town we have been in, if its female, likes me, Shelly has a fit. Telling a new hire that your engaged, borders on sexual harassment , and since that Harvey Weinstein, thing and even before him there are just certain things that you don't talk about to a prospect new hire. As far as getting down and dirty again if she's working for the Knytes/WolfPack, she's an employee and you just don't do that. Female friends? Sure I have many like most of the hotties at Simerly's, all treat me with respect and all, but all of them are married and have children's . The list and all goes on, but I don't really care about that, my goals are simple, to get KTOW FM/ HazzardAyre Radio making the kinds of money it used to, getting, Dixie/ Highway Hooker Toewing back to going towing, so I have green in my jeans, and not always owing. Bottom end, Shelly has until April 1st to get her stuff together, or come May after I get back from NAB this year since I damn well am going, to that. But if Shelly is still pissing all the time and crawling up my butt, that's it forever, or if she does finally get her temper under control, and all come June there will be a Mayhem wedding. It's just that simple. 
Finally, and this relates. Very slowly getting through Alma in the Book-of-Mormon, its really interesting and should be read as a novel not just pick and all like many do. The battles, the insight and such its a good read. But I only ask for a few hours so I can read, pray, in my own way. Question is; Can I just have a few hours a day to be and visit with Heavenly Father? 
Guess you just need to love God and Jesus Christ, to understand, but my Shelly and others don't seem to, since they always find a reason to call, visit or show up here when I start getting into scripture reading. 
Any mile, need to catch some zz's , big day today.
TTYLY, Keep it wings level.

Sunday, December 3, 2017

I don't like fighting with the old lady, and can we skip Christmas, New Years, this year?

I just got off the cell phone after having a stiff verbal battle with Shelly. Seems we been down this road before ain't it? Any mile the conversation went from money to stepping out on Shelly to a bunch of other things that I wont go into here. Thing is, the centered reason my body is in this old house in Wendell Idaho was not the radio gig, that I was doing well with in Evanston, Wyoming, or Etown. It's not that I lost the shop, could have made up for that in time, and right now be running tows all over western Wyoming. Making money, not just spending it, with a bunch of idiot women, who think only that whatever virtue would or could be violated. As far as flying had a spot picked for that at Bountiful SkyPark Utah. Nope I moved here so that Shelly could be somewhere that she could not only settle down in, but avail herself in the mental health abilities and resources she really needs.
These temper tantrums of hers, and the fact she things that anything with a vagina wants me here, (same shit that was at the center of most fights in Etown) is purely her vivid imagination. If I was having as much intimate relations as she thinks I am, Herman would look like a quarter pound of ground beef. The fact is the last time that I had anything sexual outside of Miss Donna's Ranch in Wells Nevada, was with some goofy chick named Wings-of-a-Dove that I met on the old AOL chat room places. The fact that she had a package was a plus, but she had Cerebal Palsey and was goofier than a bucket of rocks. That was back in 2002 even then didn't flat care if I got laid or not. All I'm trying to do in life is serve the WolfPack/Knytes as well as dig my way out of a deep financial pit that people who should never have been in control of ripped me off when they stole some serious funds in 1984 through 1989. From my parents estate. Most of which live in and around both Gooding and Twin Falls County Idaho, and they know who they are.
With the fuss Shelly caused here, even if I had a super fleet of tow trucks here, the best equipped shop in the area both would sit idle, since no cop force would call me out at 2am especially if a woman was involved in the disabled vehicle. This was proven back in 1984 when Big Skipper moved me out of the house near West-Point Idaho to Boise. Up to then I was lucky snagging maybe 10 to 20 calls a month here in the Tragic Valley, of Idaho. LexiBelle, my General Lee and all moved to Boise, withing 8 months I was knocking down 30 calls plus a day, and for once having accounts receivable not just payable . Reason, Treasure Valley cops didn't have any reluctance calling me out late at night. Especially if the tow involved a woman motorist. Same thing in Eastern Idaho, Utah and finally Wyoming. The reason I'm behind the 8-ball, is simply, I moved here for and because of Shelly, not with any idea we would floor the walls with money made either towing, or doing online radio. Both could be being done better and consistently in Etown. And yet, about every other text or phone call from her, is because of a imbalance of serious anger, and all, and shit, I didn't do anything to cause it.
Now many of you are saying why don't you just drop her?
Simple, because I love her, second the loyalty she shows by sending me her financial contribution for the club, and three, we are about the only two on earth that can stand each other. But its now on a probationary situation now. If the fighting continues, if she misses even one payment, if she don't swiftly change her bossy attitude, between now and April, there wont be no wedding in May/June. I'll just move somewhere that isn't as expensive as here is. My Son Mike in Kentucky has some space that he'll help me get into, plus if I moved in with him, I might be able to track down Monkee, and that would change a lot of things. Come to figuring , Monkee and I never ever said a cross word, to each other. Some how, Monkee while not liking it much, understood the things I had to do that involved acctress's, Models etc, since that's how I made the money that put food on the table. Heck, Monkee even helped track some candidates for those talent spots. The reason she and I are not together is that, I got a massage at a motel-6 once that resulted in me being date raped, and money stolen. Monkee didn't buy it and we split up. Which brings me to the next topic here.
Can we just skip Christmas, and New Years this year? After paying bills and all this last two days, I'm as broke as I could be. Beyond that driving by the old homestead near West-Point every day, Mom and Dad no longer here as well as no real companionship, friendship, etc, I really am feeling really low. At least living in Etown last year I could zoom to Utah, hang out at a few strip bars, get drunk, had a great Church Ward, and people who sort of cared about me as just a person, both in Utah as well as Etown. All I can say is this; come after the holidays, I'm on the road to finding a place for the radio op, and then me. Where that falls money wise and all depends on Shelly. 
Look I have COPD, Heart problems, and type 2 diabetes, I live on a mere Military pension, combined with SSI, the only extra cash I make is from towing and 10% of ad sales from the radio gig. I'm not getting rich, and until or unless somewhere all of the money from the Montgomery Trust is recovered, I live forcably humble. I now watch a snowy TV set with one station. Because of both Cable One/CenturyLink station remains off the air, and because of that , that 10% of ad sales from HazzardAyre Radio has stopped. All because I still love Shelly, but there is a point that I will need to call an audiable there. 
Church in the morning.
TTYLY