Sunday, July 1, 2018

And then there is always those empty handshakes

And then there are always those empty feeling congenial handshakes. There is a major difference in what is meant for true brotherly love and that which is genuinely given, and then there are those that the Bishopric and counselors give before services. I relate this to you not to bring feelings of guilt , but of the idea where, some improvement could be made. Now I'm not a big celebrity, just a very minute one. That said I make a bunch of folks nerviss in some situations. I do not socialize well, and I pick friends VERY carefully, and trust even fewer. Those I do trust and truly love are those who have earned my loyalty, respect, and again my trust. Here I have Kathleen and her family, they earned my adoration and love, in my old Ward in Evanston, I had the Bishop, and especially Vern Cox and Dave McFaden (I hope I spelled that right.) In any case, Dave was my home teacher, and although his visits were not often, when he did show up it was quality. Many times he came to my rescue on my cable or some odd bill, so did our Bishop. I hated asking but at times my back was against the wall. The shop costed me big time, but it also made good money at times. So I never was in way too much over my head, but that's not everything they did. There was many times my ego, and spirit needed lifting there and as such the Ward really provided. Then there was the incident of thinking one young lady needed a wardrobe change when going to Church, I never wore a suit nor tie, and hardly ever wore a white shirt , although just before I left there a year and month ago, I'm just not a shirt and tie type. I believe only time for that is when they plant me while sitting in LexiBelle, when I die, beyond that a shirt and tie represents squares and the establishment that I am fully against. I just don't jive with the dominion of both religion of Government and nd society as it is. Nope, I want to be free, and freedom for me is just to be comfortable, not stressed to live up to some bogus standard. Then there was Vern, who came over and we could talk about tech things as well as FCC and radio thinngs, although he was admitingly had a touch of some bogus label of mental disorder. What disorder that he had room in his heart to care for and about others besides himself? Not only did that family adopt me , and sat me down with them at Church and all parts of service be it Priesthood, Sunday School class even Dave's wife got along with me and several times I came to her rescue in Sunday School class when she would submit a concept or question, but was seemingly getting ignored. Yes there were assholes there true, but they were of a lesser degree than what I have seen here in Swendell, why can't Swendell's Ward, cozy up with me a bit more? I don't have flys sticking on my butt, I showr and bathe and keep clean. Sure and its no big secret I put Skoal between my cheek and gum, Bishop Hiatt knew it and would chastise me for it, but did not harbor on it. Here it seems that because I ride a bike and am the VP of a 1%'rs Outlaw MC, that oh I must be evil I am set aside and not in a good way. Again its an empty handshake. Then there was the gig of going to Deseret Industries. Sure I had my instructions there, but between training Angel, and no fuel to go to Twin Falls everyday that was not a feasble plan. Yes I thank them for the help on many rent payments and some utility bills, but I needed more like some one on one counseling. Only Kathleen has gave that here, the Bishopric and his minion, have yet to visit and minister as its called now. This is why I don't trust the leaders of the Church, there are other reasons of course, but dropping home teaching was a bad decision. Did the Lord not say go forth and teach everyone? Even if they don't reguly attend Sunday meeting? Ever since President Hinckley bit the sand, the Church has not had a steady hand at the tiller of the Church. They did it wrong here. Oaks should be President of the Church. Enough of my daily sermon here, but there's lessons to be learned here. I'm not perfect, I surly sin, I have an abundance of iniquities and hunger for things of carnal nature. I'll admit that, but I also teach everyone and anyone that wants to hear the Lords scripture and voice. I do this through my gift of gab on the radio, on TV, and in my blogs, The Lord is always by my side, and as Kathleen said it, and a young country music teen said it in her signature song, I let God hold the wheel, If its his will it will be done, and I'm comfortable with that.
Until Next Tim my fellow Wolvez.

Just why can't we have that here?

I often wonder and ask myself, why can't we have that here? Example; the LDS Ward in Evanston Wyoming that I attended , would for those that did not attend or found it due to health reasons could not attend services on Sunday, would worship at home, and the Ward delivered and gave the prayer then allowed that inactive member the ability to have sacrament or consume the Lords supper as some call it. My question is , why can't or isn't done here in say Swendell Idaho. It's not that I hate some of the people in our ward here, because I don't. In fact I forgive all of them as the Lord commands Us to do, its even in the Lords's Prayer it says, Forgive those who trespass on us as the Lord shall forgive us. We all sin, you can't live in today's society and not sin, somewhere nor can you be a mortal human and not sin. It's impossible. We are not a perfect species. Only our Heavenly Father is perfect. Unlike our Ward in Wyoming, this one here, is a bit too judgemental and condemns those who they feel is not of their level, ether economically or some otherwise. I can't go to Church and yet feel Welcome and not be self conscience. I don't enjoy being judged by anyone except the Lord himself. There will be time for that when I'm getting my ass kicked on that final judgement day. But it wont be by no human. I will say that I appreciated the feller who mowed my lawn yesterday from next door. But its a bit too much for way too late, by weeks end my feet will be propped up in Jerome Idaho rather than Swendell. I'm not saving that much money wise since I will have to rent another place to do radio etc, but my mind will be relieved since I wont have to feel that every eye in town is on me. The other day however I came up with the reason that Jerome is finally reaching a state of improvement. Unlike Swendell, Jerome has a very active Chamber-of-Commerce. and an active B2B networking community. This means the ability to connect with others, so I can teach what I know, and learn from others what I don't business wise. Jerome has a local newspaper there, plus a host of things that Swendell, fails to attract. Why? because Swendell has way too many people here that are quick to Judge, rather than those who are willing to jump in and roll up their sleeves, open their wallets and say how can we help? Next week is not Testimony meeting so I wont be so motivated to stand up and open my mouth and say what I feel, plus lie. I can't stand up and say that I fully trust President nelson of the Church, I can't get up and say I Trust the leaders of the Church, except for one, Dalin Oaks is the only one that I feel has a grip on things, not any of the rest of them. Yes I know The Church is the true Church of the Earth, yes I know the teachings of the Church is spot on, I can say for sure the Lord does miracles, and sometimes I know that because of free agency those miracles go ary, such as the oops of Angel and all that happened there. Yes I know I fuggled up by not going to Deseret Industries to work, because I remained on station here training Angel, even though that went to shits. But I will not go to a Ward, where its me that get's judged. Hey as I said, I forgive, but I don't forget. Just the value of one of those pianos would feed several poor people in the community for years, some of those cars parked outside, makes me wonder, about how all too many walked for days to hear the Lords Sermon on the Mount. As for my long hair, drabby clothes and my beard, wonder if John the Baptist would be welcome at this Ward, or for that matter the Lord himself. If God himself walked in, said who he was, would he have to show it by a miracle? Or even a state issued pictured ID? 
Terrible Ain't it, that's why I don't go to Church any more than I need to. I don't go where I'm not wanted.
See Ya'll on air at 18:00 on, www.spreaker.com/ayrewolf 
L8R Ya'll

Thursday, June 14, 2018

This is why more people are going to WordPress paid or not

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Our new SheWolf had a complete article hammered out and went to save and send when the entire piece was lost. Both she and I are pissed. Since I have for the majority been using WordPress, albeit its made a few mistakes, overall, there has been no loss of content. Yet here it was. Perhaps a bit of inexperience of Blogger was the problem, yet shouldn't Blogger a Google product have at least saved the original draft? Instead it took her to a review page. Piss on this, and this is what I'm paying money for? Maybe there needs to be a rethink, here. Blogger has pushed away so many platforms that the Alphabet company feels is a threat. She was doing a piece on Gender bias regarding the concept of older versus younger romantic pursuits. Should it matter how old or how young to a certain level, one should look to recruiting and sustaining a relationship of a personal level? She's going to re do it for Friday's edition of AyreWolf Radio, heard on: www.spreaker.com/ayrewolf Join us for that.
Until Later Aviators

Monday, March 19, 2018

Is your domicile safe? Has the three pigs invaded your Wolf's Den?

Was it a ghost? Or by the hand of man? Consider, yesterday evening got home from Kathleen's place only to find that ye old Mable was on, and online. Did I arrive home a bit too soon. The scent of foreign parfume and cologne was in the air, alerting me to the fact that I had nearly caught an invader or at least a snoopy twerp. So was up until near 03:00 replacing files and doing diagnostics. Now the results if I had truly caught a invader would have been fatal. I will not call the law since that where I'm at is useless. If you want the law enforced in Gooding County Idaho, you enforce it yourself. Too many boy scouts with overpriced firearm toys here. No real idea how to do anything. It wasn't always this way. While Earl Brown was the Sheriff here years ago, Earl wore the badge but did much less. The real cop work here was between maybe 5 here, Bill Bunn, Dale Bunn, Chuck Minard, and Deputy Steve. The last one was my Dad, and in reserve me. I know how to shoot, and have no problems in pulling the trigger, the vermin we have on two legs in the area, is greater than any getto neighborhood in Utah or nearby city. So snagged a few hours of sleep time, got up to finish my engineering so that Kathleen and associates could stop by do their magic on me then do a radio show, which is what I'm doing now.
So then got an inquiry from SSI and DoD. Seems as though someone leaked some grease to the feds on the arrangement between PoohBear , Me, and the WolfPack. Meaning a freeze on the green or a severe decrease on the oil that keeps the engines of the WolfPack going. But all was not lost, a friend of mine that has a two seater duster, dropped by, asked if I wanted to go up on a few passes, of course I said, does a Coyote shit on the desert? And as it was, for a few hours was able to truly reach out and touch the face of God. 
L8R Aviators








Sunday, February 18, 2018

Don't bytch about the problem , try being part of the solution.

So got off air and for shyts and giggles bummed another computer and listened in on yesterdays show. As usual the feud of software between my computer and spreaker.com's continues. As long as I play programming out of external sources such as my tape decks etc it sounds super, but use the track player that pulls pieces from my computer and interfaces with spreaker.com the damn thing echos. I had that problem once with Spreaker in Evanston, Wyoming, to the point that one of their people finally called me and we tried for days to fix the problem. Seems as though the unheard thing here is you need to have a battery of computers to stream on Spreaker.com  (.) Now if this were the case say like on Livestream.com I would agree, yet this was not the problem on Livestream, I never had an echo on Livestream. So why doesn't Spreaker.com admit there's a problem, and go in and rewrite software to solve the problem? But that's only part of the situation. And its rampant all over FakeBook. For every topic on there, you will find maybe if your lucky 1 or two possible solutions, the rest will be from people who only know how to bytch, yet have no answer or solution to the problem your having. I've seen this on all kinds of groups and or pages. Some service tech asks for a bit of tech help, fixing a truck, maybe two have an answer, the rest on there just want to joke or insult the guy needing help. My parents, grandparents and all used to say if ya'll can't say something nice or beneficial, shut the heck up. As for the stations sound, yes I know it needs help, going through a different system like say Live365, might help, but I looked at their set up, and it was a nightmare to set up. Where-as when I set up Spreaker, it took maybe an hour, and I was on air. Now to be fair to Spreaker, yes it is their problem, but I had it nearly cured prior to the move here to Wendell Idaho from Evanston Wyoming. During the move Ole Bessie and radio gear did get bounced around a bit, settings went askew and I have had problems since. Not to mention the turtles speed IP connection. Time to call in experts, hey I fix motorcycles and tow, I'm not a computer geek.
As I close this morning; I noticed something last night before I went to bed. As I turned completely off my tiny laptop, and the wifi CenturyLink Modem stopped flashing for a few seconds then started up. With my computer off, no traffic should have been the condition, and as such no flashing on the modem from CenturyLink. With it flashing I knew someone was piggy backing or hacking my wifi, and using it for themselves. Now you may say hey , " You did that with your lady racing friend in Gooding" Yes I did, but I first told her I was, two I helped pay for her service and three did chores to help her. So it wasn't like I was stealing it. That said someone in my neighborhood is plundering my wifi, which is fine, but they're going to be tweaked when it goes silent in two and a half weeks, guess they'll have to get their own. Now you may ask do you have proof of their plundering? Yes and no, can I point to the culprit? No. But seems when certain neighbors are in Church, in bed or at school my speed increases, however when the rug rats and porch monkeys are at home and awake and they're stuck inside my bandwidth and speed decreases. Don't take Sherlock Holmes to figure it out.
So in close to those on Internet places on FakeBook and others, am I aware the network streams sound like crap, but we are working hard to fix the malady, and instead of bytch, elect to help fix. 
See Ya'll on air at 09:00 MST

Saturday, February 17, 2018

Wolf Bark for Saturday Morning, Am I the last intelligent person in radio or on the planet

Well good Saturday morning, time for my lazy can to get out of bed , considering I've been in part vacation mode for three days. 
Went over to Evanston Wyoming to scout on some new digs for KSOA(formerly KEVA) AM 1240 there, and our new FM Companion there 107.7 KSOA FM there of. With that my fave lady and I decided to transport ourselves via horseback,(been years since I have been on a 4 leg horse) and go up to the transmission towers there just outside WoodRuff Utah on the Wyoming desert. So we get there, do some slight repairs, Syd knows tools, and so it was night. So Syd and I roasted some marshmelows and talked on life. In short a nice time to be had by all.
Okay then, as you all know we have been in talks with the people who produce Business Rockstars. This is both a TV and Radio show, that discuss's things pertaining to small and medium start up business's. Something that many of you who snag gears and consume diesel are into. After all Owner Operator Truckers are the second largest SMB seconded to by only the home country farmers, in America. So now we are into the final stretches of signing the papers and getting this on all four of our regional stations. Yet there seems to be crap over crap on a cracker getting there, much more so, than when we signed up with the Overdrive Truckers News/Top Ten Countdown in 1998. Both were done on a barter, we aired they sent programming, we sold ads on it, they aired their ads on our station free, both of us were happy. Two weeks prior to airing Overdrive Radio, sent us liners or program ID's along with the shows music bed so we could build our own ID's for the shows. That's where Bill Mack aka Midnight Cowboy?WBAP out of Texas, could not say our call letters KTOW right, it was always saying like COW, not Toe, as in KAY-TOW/KTOW. Okay then but here we are dancing with Radio One. Now I don't know, maybe its the fact that the people who work and book through Radio One, for Business Rockstars as well as BIZTalk Radio, of which the only reason we even looked at them was two shows, of course Business Rockstars and Dan Cilia. Past those two, quite really BIZRadio, has no interest. How about A TV show of and about Truckers and trucking, remember friends if you got it a truck brought it, or at least hauled it. What about production Agriculture, hey we all need to eat. Nope you see little TV and or radio any more on Agri-business. Used to be when I was a wolf pup, when I'd be eating my oatmeal ready to walk and I mean walk the 4 miles to school, all there was on Radio was farm news. What happened? Sure we went urban, but still don't anyone care where their food comes from? But I'm getting off track. What is HazzardAyre(air) Radio has 4 of our original stations on air again, with 5 others we sold years ago ready to refire in central Utah, western Nevada, Western Oregon, and southwestern Washington. Is it that hard to look at our website at www.ktowfm.com which is being rebuilt by our biker friend in Florida , as well as do a Google search for anything HazzardAyre or HazzardAyre Radio, heck for a short time HazzardAyre even had a Wikipedia listing. Or for that matter look up AyreWolf Aviation, AyreWolfFM? It's not the fact we are obscure, just too many people don't know how to spell. Or spell Confederately. Is it that we do support today's Confederacy? In educating people who do not know about the truths that all too many want to disguard or throw under the bus? We are about to sweep up 5 more stations other than the ones we already have, KVSI out of Montpelier Idaho, one out of Jackson Hole Wyoming, one that went silent in Tremonton Utah one that we abandoned in American Falls Idaho, one just outside of Arco Idaho. The bottom line, thanks to the FCC getting rid of two regs, paper filings and resident studios, our towers and transmitters can be anywhere, all needs to be in the towns of license is a small office and a decent internet connection. With our expansions of footprint, you'd think that Business RockStars and those who distribute it and all the rest, would quit dancing around and just send me a contract so we can get em on the air. Sure I'm a big fan of Alex Wehrley she is one of the most gifted radio/TV interviewers second to only Howard Stern that I have ever heard or seen. Granted we are the most rebellious and radical radio group ever, one that is not against the idea of fighting the system, and yes we do play in politics, but then and I can't understand the objection , since I can point to several of BIZTV/BIZTALK Radio's shows that do to, and yes we are a bit more aggressive than most. But when all to many stations, and program networks have gone dark, have lost the love of radio, and have lost the fondness of just going out to their trucks radio turned it on and took a listen, to radio, well we are there. LIVE for the most part, 24/7/365, especially when there's bad weather. Know of a better news and/or weather spotter, than a tow trucker out there with a cell phone and a mini cam? We did it right, we still do, from every point across America, HazzardAyre Radio, Maximum Overdrive, and Talking Toews is in the air somewhere, either over the air, or online through Livestream.com or www.spreaker.com/ayrewolf . 
As I quit writing, go to taking a needed bath and getting ready to go on air to wake ya'll up on this Saturday, when I got in yesterday morning, I went in took off my clothes and went to bed, Did not wake up until 02:30 that's 2:30 AM for you none military folks out there, and I hit my bunk. Thanks to my crews for going on air and keeping you in the groove. Again , are we the only radio group doing it right? And two am I and my staff the only intelligent persons in radio? 
See ya'll in a few on KTOW FM and of course online on www.spreaker.com/ayrewolf just look for KnyteWolf Radio 

Sunday, February 4, 2018

When did dedicated become not dedicated but pirated? When its done by neighbors who don't have it.

If you ask why am I not yet on air here right now? It's because the so called Dedicated connection to all things Internet is not all that Dedicated or secure. It just might and I say might be due to nearby neighbors who don't have tapping into the flow. Reason I say this? When they are not home or asleep the flow is much faster, fewer glitches and a better stream, both down as well as up. When they are home, or awake things slow down, which is why I try to time the hours on air as well as online to when the neighbors are as said awake and or home, such as school hours, weekdays during overnight hours, and as well as weekends while they are at Church. Makes one wonder why the heck I'm still here at all. I said in April last year after I had to give up going to NAB because of PoohBear, and subsequently left me, that if I moved here to western Idaho from Wyoming that I didn't want to be kicking myself in the arse in a year. Guess what I'm not only kicking myself in the arse, I'm also beating myself up. Sure its warmer here weather wise, but everything else is much colder, the supposedly advancement that was sold to us as an organization as well as myself isn't that advanced. Sure Evanston Wyoming wasn't and isn't a hot bed of intelligence or advanced technology , however experts are an hour even in the worse weather away. Salt Lake City, as well as Provo, which has the title of the Silicon Valley of the Mountains. Every one said ah but Idaho's taxes are so much lower, really? Then why am I paying through the stratosphere in rent? Sure I did have a section 8 over there which gave me some wiggle room, but because I left much sooner than I wanted to, due to promises made by Cable-One that I forgot to give notice I was moving and as such , lost the section 8. So now have to pay full rent price.  All this said I relocated for a stupid reason to renew my licenses, and two for PoohBear. PoohBear needs some serious mental reconditioning. She blames everyone for her screw ups. Sure I could do that, and I'd be justified in doing so, but when I screw up, I admit it, apologize to anyone I offended and move on. Example and its another part of this here. 
Last October I had a oppurtunity to move in with a slightly older woman down in Hollister Idaho. The $200.00 a month with utilities was a no brainer. But Shelly says don't do it. But I still had every intention to doing so, especially when the local fuzz showed up, when Shelly called em and said she was locked in my bathroom. Really? In reality Shelly was 2500 miles away in Florida, then she says the neighbors caused it. Really, the neighbors didn't care. Then a gal from back east somewhere named Tracy was coming out, Shelly was all in a uproar, but hey I needed the second income to maintain operations, and two the troubles in the neighborhood was getting a bit much. Then Friday eve I go to the Depot Grill, learn from one of our Sister Wolvez that PoohBear had texted her over Facebook, in a rather threatening manner. Most of the time I'd let this go, but I have heard this from way too many people, especially women whom PoohBear considers a threat to our domestic tranquility. If her and I are to stay together, after April, headed to a June/July marriage, its going to depend on 4 things, continued dues to the WolfPack, two; serious counseling to get over some very serious mental trauma , and cure this terrible lack of self worth and self confidence. Heck just overnight last night her texts and such , if I showed those to authorities which I have kept, they'd lock her up for attempted suicide or harm to herself and others, the things I have seen her write, whew, let's call it felony city. But I stay with her because she has stayed loyal to me, and the WolfPack, and because I love her, if I didn't I would have ejected from this burning aircraft months ago. But to be safe I am looking for somewhere that I, and I alone can afford. That way if I have to bail, I can do so and still keep a roof over my head. 
Any flyte will see ya'll at 13:00 after Church today on, www.spreaker.com/ayrewolf KTOW FM 105.7